Games...

So the games that continue to be played
with all the promises you made
leave me to think of you
and the person you've become.
From the young boy who sat next to me
timid, shy, cute, and very sexy
in your own special way.
A way that only I saw, that the world hadn't yet.
All that time we spent we grew
From young boys not knowing our futures
but finding safety in one another.
Where did all that go?
That boy seems lost to me now, in all this drama
felt by distance, time and emotional space.
Amidst all the chaos, of you and me
I tried being that light, a little--
beacon of hope but that light flickers
dimmer and dimmer
not because I don't care but
because of what we/you're doing.
So don't try and sooth, and speak
about how you feel.
Those feelings were heard.